Tuesday, March 07, 2006
sometimes i think, why is it that sometimes when we say some things, they dont seem like we mean it? i think actions show alot. and after that talk with sunlao, it made me more aware of my surroundings, like what we do that affects the teacher's thinking. what we do that make the teacher's think so badly of us.
now, if we told and even rebutted sunlao that day that we WERE trying, then why isit that even i cant see that we are trying. if we classify that trying as changing places during class time as well, then i dun see a reason why we shld have rebutted sunlao. if so, the teacher have EVERY right to scold us, to reprimand us. actually, i personally admit that after the talk with sunlao, i feel that the class has become more dao dan.
changing places is bad enough, not to mention not listening in class and even talking when teachers are talking. its very disrespectful to the teachers u know. in the first place, its not even easy being a teacher. can u imagine what kind of torment we are making them go through by not paying attention in class and giving them that "you fucking bastard. shut that hell up about all those crap" look? i think it really hurts the teachers.
and why do we think that the teachers treat us so badly? maybe they do, but that all boils down to our bad behaviour in class. if u dont like people to interrupt u while you're talking, i think teachers deserve all that much more respect. moreover, they are older than us. isnt it only right that we respect them? wasnt that what our parents taught us? what happened to all that discipline which we had when we were young? washed away cos of bad attitude? i dont even know myself.
also, i dont think we have the right to complain to teachers about our seating arrangement. i believe the teachers took quite some time planning it out. also, i think they have our interests at heart. we may not think the same way as they do, but people do have their own thinking. and somtimes we just needa look at the situation in their perspective. i have to admit my grades have been slipping. kinda drastic actually. and i dunno why myself ):
i just wanted ya'll to know that there's a reason why i got pissed today.
3:54 PM
